Whenever the daunting loveless life that I lead gets me down. I magically transport myself into the wonderful imaginary world I live, within these brilliant games.
These thee men have loved more then any of my “real” boyfriends (or whatever you’d like to call them) ever have, and probably will.
I really feel quite terrible about the fact that I flirt with both Thane an Garrus on the one play-through. I’ve tried romancing them separately, but each time I just end up doing the same thing. Romancing them both. Creating two deprecate save files. Then, when they ask me to chose, I pick Thane on one save file and Garrus on the other. Sure it’s not perfect, but it works.
I just feel horrible that I’m strutting around on the Normandy, flirting with both of them at the same time. If they weren’t programmed to automatically feel affection for me no matter what the outcome, I’m pretty sure I’d end up alone on the end mission.
Perhaps it’s a more self-emotional problem. I’ve been on the receiving end of this “thing”. One of two people being romanced by one person. It’s happened more times than it really should.
Anyway, what I’m trying to say is simply that I wish I didn’t toy with them the way that I do. Their “auto-love” pleased me on a pathetic, lonely level. They care for me, even enough to die.
But then again, perhaps I shouldn’t care. Perhaps I should just continue on this self-gratifying path of double romancing and two-timing.
After all…it is just a game. Right?
I literally almost fell off my bed. This is perfect.
And oh so very true.
Though I need thought of Commander Shepherd as “Superman”..
Garrus *is* the intergalactic Batman!
Because he’s the hero Omega deserves, but not the one it needs right now…Because he’s not our hero. He’s a silent guardian, a watchful protector. A dark knight.
Always reblog the Turian!Batman.
He’s the goddamn intergalactic Batman!
I will post my (blurry) Soundwave pictures tomorrow.
Today I must rest my sunburnt & pain filled body. The sound of Mass Effect 2, cups of tea, and laziness calls my name.